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  • My Tinnitus sprung up on one fateful night, when I was maybe 13 or so years old.

    Lots of fighting amidst the family that day made it hard to sleep. I tossed and turned for hours in my bed, combatting this slowly intensifying dread and restless legs (the dread would be best described as similar to the hollowness I felt after my first breakup: the type that you feel).Intermittently begged my parents for comfort, consistently ignored.

    Eventually, at ~2:30AM that school night, I was sitting in the floor of my bedroom, a mess of emotions, consumed in an ouroboros of anxiety, trying to calm myself with an I-Spy book.

    That’s when the ringing started.

    It’s been with me ever since.

    Fuckin’ weird how that happened, but yeah I wasn’t sleeping when I should have been when I succumbed to the curse.


  • We celebrated when Hitler died. When bad people die, it’s not a bad thing.

    This is a moral roadblock that really irks me, because those in power certainly do not care who dies and who lives. If our “leaders” don’t care, why should we? It’s an inherent disadvantage to our chances at getting out of this mess and eventually doing everything we can to fix the planet and better the world for ALL of humanity.

    And yes, it’s a slippery slope, I know. I would certainly prefer it to be different. But treehugging and flag-waving and chanting only do anything when your voice is acknowledged by the power structure.

    E: I hope you aren’t scared off Lemmy by the opposition you have faced. Please don’t leave!